Monday, April 22, 2013

Welcome (original post from 4/17/13)

Welcome to my personal blog. This is my journey to a better, healthier, happier me. I will mostly post about weight loss, but I may also post about other things as well. This blog is a tool to help me throughout my journey. I want to rediscover who I am; get to know myself and learn to love myself.

Now, let me tell you a little about me...I am a 44 year old wife and mother. My husband and my kids are my life. Well, that's part of the problem; I always put myself last. I am more worried about how to make others feel good and comfortable and forget about myself. I don't take care of myself and it shows now more than ever. I have masked years of disappointment, frustration, regret, hurt, anger and lots of pain with temporary satisfaction and gratification. My mask comes in many different forms. Food is the biggest and most crucial piece to this puzzle. I also use cosmetic and temporary things like a new hair-do, hair color, new outfit among many other things; alcohol (which numbs everything). I want to fix me so that others can see the true me and not just the fat. I have struggled with obesity for many years and I'm sick of it. I'm ready to fight; to fight for me. I want to love myself as others love me.

However, fair warning for those that choose to follow this blog, there will be many different things posted. It will mostly (and hopefully be) inspirational, full of tips, what works for me, recipes, stories to make you cry, stories to make you laugh. BUT I can't guarantee that there won't be days where I feel like throwing in the towel, throw a pity party for myself or feel the need to vent with an angry, depressed tirade. I'm hoping that those are few and far between, but I'm not delusional...I'm a woman and I will be dieting. If you are willing to take whatever I have to give, then come along with me. The more the merrier. Ready? Let's go...

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