Get over yourself...

I am so nervous. Tomorrow night at 5pm I have a meeting with Ammon. We are going to be setting my goals, going over my eating plan and getting everything ready to go for May 6th. Much to my dismay, he will also be working me out for the first time. It's a "practice" workout of sorts. He wants to see what I am capable of (not much at this point) and for me to get a taste of what's in store for me. To say that I am terrified for tomorrow is an understatement. My stomach has been upset for about 3 days and I haven't felt that great. I'm really freaking myself out. I need to get out of my own head and just deal with it. I've been praying about it and I know I will survive, but I'm scared. (I say that in the most child like voice I can muster).

So now the journey REALLY begins. I have been stressing so bad over the decision that I have made, but I know that it's the right one. I am letting my fears take over and I need to stop it. All will be OK. If I can get through the next month, I have not doubt that my outlook will change.